ran to no where. cried to no one.

like i'm a hero.
like i'm a brick wall.
but i'm not.
and never.
but i can't.
so a big part in my body, a hugh part exactly want to escape and blow it out.
but like i said before, i can't!
and it feel like ran to no where and cried to no one.
:(
help!
SOS!
i am S E R I O U S!